never felt this low in my life.....tried several ways to get back on my feet.this 'frensickness' is eating me alive. I'm always like this, in KMS, i miss my SMSS friends. In college I miss both KMS n SMSS friends plak.
-i cleaned up my closet n sort all my clothes. I think I have some spaces in my closet to fit my new clothes.(a reason to go shopping)
-i went to the gym n hip hop class
-i listened to music and I doodled to get me going.
-i tried meditating.
-i took a 30-minute shower( which is like 15x lagi lama from my normal shower rate)
-i deactivate my FB for one night. (malas nk layan comment2 yg sakitkn hati)
-i 'm listing all the stuff that I need to settle b4 thxgiving
-i'm listing my christmas gift for my friends.
-I try not to think about food or about killing sb/myself
This void feeling is killing me...I need to do something.